Past to Present

I still remember those days. Today after finishing my supper just walked in our balcony to watch stars as usual admiring the beautiful shining sky , I just had a glance into the house opposite to our's , they just has two rooms in their house .In the front room they are having their dinner , the two adults sat on the floor with plates in their hands and their child watching the TV and playing on the bed beside them . The whole situation remind me of the past almost 15 years back . Every day at night especially at sundays we used to have our dinner in the same way. The small girl remind me of myself , how once i used to be very happy we my self and everything. And her parents remind me my parents , how they talk about everything that happened in their respective workplaces and about our future. Yes I know its their sacrifice and their hardwork that make us to live a life very comfortably today. Of course its the midclass life , their are lot of pains , sacrifices and even more understandings, promises, trust, their dreams. Its the real Life . But today the people around me changed a lot that though i had every thing making me to feel that i want else more and cannot be happy . I still remember it was those days when I am happy with my small dreams, always have fun with my parents( what more anyone want in their life, its the final thing anyone want in their lives) and laughing , silly fights with my sister , imaging such situations feels like if i can go back in time and have those days, only you dad I want to be happy . Life is changing , its becoming mechanical ,just doing something as if it should be done, compiting every where not knowing why to and just for more likesor popularity on facebook. People around me are changing , from the people where we used to share everything to people who just appears to be sharing but not for real. May be I need to change my attitude. I cant understand this world!!!!