wow, I did write few posts here a decade ago, reminiscing those wow.
I changed a lot in the past decade but realized my core hasn't changed, that same confused girl. tired of this world but in a new way, always searching for something. I have improved myself a lot, no denial in that, but still something's always missing. The world is always roaring with these words - follow all the rules, make everyone happy? That roaring is the same, just the rules around me has upgraded but thoughts and intensions behind those rules? still the same.
Is this, the true nature of humanity, as much as I love humanity and have hope for it, I feel suffocated at times, I can see the madness, I can understand it, I can raise above it but still I am among the people, I need people for my survival, sometimes I wonder is there really an escape from all this madness, just where your mind feels free?
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